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Shameless Grapes

by David Johnson

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1.
You Won't 02:26
I have to turn on the nightlight Cuz you won't shine on me I have to wear a fake smile Cuz you won't smile at me When will you see what's true and love me And love me? I've cried a sea of tears Cuz you won't leave my head I've wasted all these years Beating a horse that's dead When will you see what's true and love me And love me?
2.
There are some things that are alike So much so that visually they seem to intertwine But serious differences nonetheless exist My tastebuds can attest to that And they can attest to this Rhubarb, celery's half sister I want some of your lovin, mister I don't want it watered down Or of any other color than Rhubarb Some men have got the looks The looks that kill Some men have got the brains The cerebral skills Some men have got the tongue The smooth talk But I want the real thing Or I'm prepared to take a walk I want some rhubarb Celery's half sister I want some of your lovin, mister I don't want it watered down Or of any other color than Rhubarb Sittin in the restaurant that is Love I told the waitress that is Cupid what I want I'll complain to the manager that is Aphrodite If I don't get my Rhubarb, celery's half sister I want some of your lovin, mister I don't want it watered down Or of any other color than Rhubarb
3.
Bumblebee 01:46
4.
Georgia left home Cuz she felt so alone In the city of stone Where the only blood that flows Is in the wires Georgia laid down Wearing the frown She bought from a clown Who was feeling down and out And needed to smile again She clipped the very wings Her body grew to fly her away She regretted all the things That she could never bring herself to say She poured a glass of milk Just to watch it spill And then she cried like a baby The prodigal daughter returned Eager to use what she learned On her hiatus from the burn Of breathing city air Her family and friends gave her hugs Her absence had strangthened their love Apparently nothing could cut the family ties I'll sink back down below What I think I know And make a home In the heavy city of stone Where skeleton bones Are hangers in the closet I'll forget what my eyes have seen I'll get back to the me That they want me to be I'll play along Where does the inspiration come from When you're on the run? Does your heart ever wonder What it is you're running from? How do you swallow the lies? How do you keep the real you inside? Don't the two lives you're leading Ever collide? Georgia laid down Wearing the frown She bought from a clown Who was feeling down and out And needed to smile again
5.
Saltwater 02:50
I keep talking about you and I As if we were something But I know I was nothing to you And you were everything to me And I was skipping through the flowered fields Of a dream I think you were floating Between your past and your future And I rudely imposed my presence And went along for the ride Well, I'm sorry for the inconvenience So I guess now I should swallow My thorny pride I was thirsty and I got what I thought Was a refreshing drink But looking back I see It was nothing but saltwater Saltwater Saltwater Saltwater On a grander scale now So we don't have to focus on you I rely on the kindness of strangers To fill the hole in my heart And it works for a while But then the pain is back again And when I'm loving the one I'm with I'm just thinking of the next The next smile, the next embrace The next time, the next place It's not that I don't want that special one I guess I'm just having so much fun With my saltwater Saltwater Saltwater Saltwater
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Even the fires of Hell Couldn't burn away that churchy smell From my family-friendly Cookie cutter conscience Two years of counseling Didn't really seem to heal a thing It just brought me a lot of guilt and depression My teacher sure was right When she walked by and caught my eye "You're carrying something heavy on your back," she said Her words were very true A prison cell without a view Can leave one with a lot of weighty loneliness There was a plethora of things I never did right So many reasons why I had to cry at night When no one could hear me I never looked anyone straight in the eye I was afraid they would see the skeleton inside And even I couldn't handle it The very first friend I made At my new school in the fifth grade Was always there for me throughout it all But when he heard I was gay He told me that I had to pray And when I wouldn't turn He had to burn our friendship away Years of memories down the drain The truth was an empty picture frame to him To all of them, for that matter The gavel smacked and cracked the cold wood And the verdict that I was devoid of good Came from the Mad Hatter I don't need holy wine I don't need to apologize For being just exactly what I am I've shed my former skin And I've found that the only sin Is denying myself the right To live my life Here's to a place in the golden sun Here's to a life that's still undone But not broken I won't jump through any more hoops I won't settle for secondhand truth anymore Anymore
8.
Your Guitar 04:12
I wrote this song on your guitar Because it read my fingers' thoughts When I was playin' it I was fragile and hesitant to commit But I had to make the best of it My heart has learned to expect the worst My pen has learned to love a sad verse But this time I did not succeed in being blue Because I want to be with you I'm not gonna say it You know exactly how I feel All my life I was trained to fake it But I can be just real with you My past has begun to hit the fan No point in running so I'll just stand Resisting change deprives me of the grown that I crave Thanks for your patience along the way I'm not gonna say it You know exactly how I feel All my life I was trained to fake it But I can be just real with you I wrote this song on your guitar I hope you know how beautiful you are Not only to me, but intrinsically
9.
My changing perceptions Have been taking me from A to B And C then D Soon E but first Z As in I ain't been gettin any Z's As in the stirrings inside of me Seemed to subside But that's not right They only whisper now Instead of pull me down Into a "Wow..." I am babbling like a brook Over the smooth, shrinking stones of a memory Smooth enough to skip away from me Over the water from whence it all came I am playing a game like Russian Roulette I'm placing my bets and driving with the window down In my head But in real life I'm sweating hard instead There's blood on my hands The stains look like the face of one Mr. George Wishywashington Part of me is in California Part of me is being on time Part of me is choking On the twisted path to the next line: I am fine The clouds are dropping freedom Freedom wets my skin and my hair I feel some sort of a slam dunk Staying close to you even when you're not there Oh I love you, yes I love you! Each of my days sends my thoughts your way Oh, I wish I could say Some phrase of the day That would whisk this heart away And into your pillowcase Close to your face Oh I miss them I wish they were here
10.
There Is One 04:37
There is one Who has been there since I was born One who has seen All of the things woven and torn It's me And I know better than anyone else That I'm better than my mistakes And I believe Someone is on their way There will come one who I can love There will come one who I can love And who can love me In a room With brightly-colored flashing lights There is a flower Blooming on the wall tonight It's me Won't someone come and pick me? I am the shy, silent choice behind you And I believe There will come one who I can love There will come one who I can love And who can love me In the meantime I'll be over here Between a rock and a hard man Look a little harder, I'm over here And I just might give you all I have There will come one who I can love There will come one who I can love
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about

"Shameless Grapes" refers to the first show I played...ever. It was at Full Circle Fitness and Wellness in Seattle. This was just a collection of songs from over the years I compiled to hand out at the show.

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released May 8, 2010

All songs written and performed by David Johnson

Tracks 1, 2, 3 and 9 were recorded by David Johnson

Tracks 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 10 and 11 were recorded by Lorin Tackett @ Shockeye Studio

Lorin Tackett contributed synth strings to track 6 as well as acoustic and electric guitar parts and drum machine to track 10

Pam Burovac played viola on tracks 7 and 11

Photography by Corina Griffith

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